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Laura Bartnick's avatar

Sergio,dear Sergio. This information brings tears. I have been confused about the Holy Spirit and many things like the meaning of, "be holy as I am holy" and the vision of dry bones for...well, all my life. I was in junior high when the Jesus movement and Jesus Music transformed Christianity regarding the Holy Spirit, not Jesus really. My grandma was pentacostal. My mother could never speak in tongues and didn't like feeling second rate at church so she left and eventually became Baptist. That is how I grew up. I went to a Bible college in Montana fashioned after Moody. I was a double Bible and music major. I craved not only the ability to rightly divide God's word but also good judgement and the understanding and power to live uprightly and to be merciful to others. I never became a member of any church because I wanted the recognition to be mutual and practical. Because of this, I have brothers and sisters in the Lord from almost every walk and tradition. They are my real church community around the world and nearby. This fact also paints me into a corner of suspicion when I say or do things that surprise someone who thought they knew me pretty well.

Two years ago, I was asked by my church women's ministry to write two studies and participate with a season of studying the Holy Spirit. It did not end well. The more I studied, the less I knew about The Holy Spirit. I was utterly awed but utterly confused as well. In the Psalms and Old Testament, I saw what you are describing, the breath of God like the strong arm of God. The confusion affected a long held problem with dispensationalism which I had rejected long ago without even realizing how I'd outgrown that unbiblical interpretation. Anyway, I (my husband an I) attend an evangelical Presbyterian church and have for most of our marriage.

That participation in the Holy Spirit Bible study ruined my reputation there and created an awkwardness that has not yet been healed, especially during weekly communion, as Imy pastor's wife is very powerful in the church and was the one who rewrote both of my studies and asked me to leave the study. All of this, and I was no closer to reconstructing who the Holy Spirit is in my own beliefs! This deconstruction of such a power point of the Faith has been resting quietly in shambles until this article. All I can say is thank you from the core of my being for helping me know who I worship.

Dennis Young's avatar

A valued article that brings hunger to the soul. Thank you for sharing your studies. It brings great hunger to dig deeper than I ever had before into His word. Your writings help me to live and learn beyond tradition that has permeated the church of today.

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